Oh father mother, I’m sorry for what I’ve done

Still slobbering on my thumbs, knees tremble I’m so scared

Oh brother sister, its time to wave farewell

Lace up the beat up shoes, I dashed out for the wild

Everything that I present is more than I can create

Anything that seems alright, could be just a nail in the shaft

I silently asked myself “could you love without looking back”?

Scissors in my hand colors in your face

Let me take it all apart

Longing for reason for the wisdom

astonish me sing it at your will

Nothing but perception intellection

Why not, I don’t know

Distress of tomorrow intervention

Stand up and rock it to the world

Ashes that falls infect my wound let it all start again

So long oh all my friends, professor Mr. Yves

My heart is beating fast, drools down the neck confused

Tell me Mr. right what have you seen so far?

Quietly he answered “life is just a bitch”

Tell me Mr. nice what you have felt so far?

Grabbed my neck he shouted “lifeless as a fuck!

Its just not enough to hold me off the curious

Take a knife in hand stab my heart again

Until nothing to excruciate

Longing for reason for the wisdom

astonish me sing it at your will

Nothing but perception intellection

Why not, I don’t know

Distress of tomorrow inventions to unfold

Stand up and rock it to the world

Ashes that falls infect my wound let it all escape away

Theres nothing to cry for, nothing to cry for, what I got is a barricade

Scenarios controlled emotions outflow  now my lips so cold

So back in the shadow follow the arrows you will find me in a cage

I’ve got no home all by myself nowhere to belong

Alive you say? Ah shut all I have is a creature to blame

Integrity I pray cheat on the mistakes in my words well said

I can’t explain I masturbate

I’m just a doll without a brain

He torn away whats left to restrain Tokyo Teddybear

In the fallen night and days, a corpse of mine will explain

As long as you could smile, I’m not the toy you would love